I haven’t written here in awhile, but it’s hard to gather all my thoughts now that I’m not constantly bringing them to my conscious mind. It’s something I need to apply to my everyday life more, rather than slip into old habits and use distraction as a tool to cope.
Today is the first day since the training that I have felt like my old self. My old self that used to hold me back and make me miserable. Without elaborating too much right now, and allowing myself some time to process, I’m letting it be today. I’m focusing on just being myself whoever that might be right now.
Also, I’m staying in one of the most beautiful houses on the Pacific Coast of Nicaragua now. Check it out: